I have just change to blogger. Hence, this will be my first chapter of my life. I do hope this will continue till the day i return to my place of origin (Heaven). Let me introduce my past 21 years of my life.
I am a simple girl who used to believe that everyone should go after their own dreams. A man without dreams is equal to a dead person. There are many things in life that we should cherish and treasure. Like how he reject my love, there's only 1 chance to do something. once you miss it, it will be too late to do anything about it. There are many people whom i cherish in my life.
First on the list is my brother. He is my first friend on this world. He was created on the 3rd June 1982. Just to mention a little about his deeds towards me, he spend all his saving for 4 months on my birthday. At times, I do feel that he deserve a better sister... haha...
Secondly, it has to be my 89 years old Ah gong. Actually I wanted to go back to Singapore to visit him. But i really have no time or all this is just excuses. It is because I spend the time on a guy whom cherish other things more than me.
My Mummy~ Actually i really love her... I guess for me, i am those who dont show care and concern in front of her. This sadden her heart. She must be thinking that why all her family memebers are in this way. She must be feeling lonely in the middle of the night, thinking about her unfilial daughter.
My Dad... He had always doted on me since i am young. Nowadays his health is failing him. I know he is suffering... suffering from his smoking habit. But i dont wish to see him like this. I really hope to lessen the load of my family. But at this very moment i chose to pursue what U feel is right.
Now I am here... In a beauitful city of Adelaide at Australia. I will be here for another 2 years. I am doing a degree in psychology. I hope that i can get into my honours year. I have 2 past relationship. I ended my second in the begining of this year. My past relationship are all with my best guy pals. Maybe the current me is really tired. Facing the same comments, the same group of people commenting about my relationship. It really tired me out... Actually the worst feeling is seeing how the relationship changes in our group. I used to be the most friendly and crazy girl among them. But now among 9 og us, i cant speak to 2 of them. Haiz.... Whenever we have chalet or gathering, everthing seem so strange. Even on my 21st birthday celebration, none of the guys wanted to take a picture with me. I just let nature take its course. Maybe it is my fault as well? Anyway, that is all i wish to say today. Maybe when i am free, i will start introduce my Good Pals for Life.
