Hm... Been a long time since I last really sit down and write about the stuff that had happened to my friends, family and me.

Firstly, I want to say I really miss Guohui. Haha... He used to so close to me that we would always go Jurong point just to have dinner. I still remember that I would sit on his bike and he would cycle me home. Now, I dont even know what had happened to my dear friend. Well... heard from Shiwei, he found a job. I was so happy for him. I can understand that being a charming policeman is not a easy job. He really had too much responsibility. Hence, he was always so busy that he didnt send me off when I left for Adelaide, didnt come for my birthday celebration and didnt even notice that I was back in Singapore. He might be going back to study next year. Hence I wish him all the best.

Next, Rowena's birthday is coming. I can understand the kind of stress she is facing. Well.... I had been through it. Haha.. Ask me about that. It is very disappointing when the people you expected to come dont turn up. The excuses that they give is always " well... I am tired, busy and it is too far." The real reason is I dont know anyone there. It is werid for me to go. I am antisocial. It will be very boring. I am lazy.Most importantly, I dont wish to waste my time there. However, have you ever wonder that how disappointed the birthday girl would feel?

And the only reason for the Birthday girl or boy to invite you is you are a valued friend in her life. Do you think it is cheap to organise the whole party? I reckon you would spend at least 500 to 1k. The food, drinks and the chalet all cost money. Haiz... Go think about it ba...Just my 2 cents worth.

Currently, most of my friends are working. Being their listener, I strongly understand the stress they are facing. However, the most disappointing thing that I feel is work really drove people apart. No matter how close you are, they would not even take the trouble to go out anymore. Especially those who are attached( I dont refer to anyone in particular). Maybe I am just not used to the fact that we cant meet that often anymore. Or just because I am not attached, I have too much time to think how to keep my friendship. However, when I am not attached, it also does not mean I have all the time in the world to wait and organise all the events. I am tired of asking my poly friends out again. Hence, I didnt even tell anyone when I will be back in Singapore. Maybe when they start to wonder is QJ back? I think it would be time that I would tell them that I am back in Adelaide.

It is disappointing when your so called good friends only meet for birthday and festivals. Then we are like relatives. Haha... If that is what life is all about, I would chose to seek for my own piece of sky. I read a email saying," It is not disappointing to have no friends but the feeling of being forgotten. is."

Lastly, money is important. Life is more important. Have you ever wonder how long you can live? The good bye when you see your friend might be the last good bye. Cherish your present!

I am so happy! So excited! Can anyone share my joy? HaHa... Too Happy...

Quick Ask me why!! Why would someone who is having exams, cares to write a blog entry at this point of time?

The reason is:
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I GOT a CREDIT (B) for my psychology 1B essay! It is my first credit for psychology related subject. I know it is no biggies. I mean Agnes or many other people get distinction (As) like it is free. But the person is me. Haha..

To be really honest, I really thought of giving up. I mean at the end of the day we are still humans. We need to survive. Being a student is not easy. Imagine all your peers are already in the work force, earning their own living. At least they can start to enjoy "life" (hopefully without incurring credit card bills). I am the only poor student! I am 21 years old. How can I have the cheeks to ask my family for money? Interest is interest. But at the end of the day I also need to be down to earth. My parents are not young. My brother cant always defend me. Well... there's all my excuses. The real reason is I am not sure if I am really suitable for the course. Why I dont seems to have good grades? But now, I am determined.

No matter what, I will continue this path. You can say I am being stubborn. Being selfish. But 1 day I will prove to everyone that it is not a rash decision. Anyway, back to my study for my psychology 1B exam this satursday. *keep your fingers crossed*

I am sad. My only shether in Adelaide seems to be no longer safe? There's lots of rumors... lots of uncertainity. I feel so unhappy at work. I no longer enjoy my work. How should I put it? There's a lot of jealousy within the place. After I take over Kelvin's shift (he was being sacked because of poor working attitude), there is a lot of problems. All along Uncle Richard doted on me. He would always buy me my lunch and breakfast while the guys have no meal. Hence there's a lot of people who is unhappy as Kelvin does not have meals though he is more senior than me. And ever since the senior staff had their pay raise, their meal allowance were being taken off. So I was the only one who have meal allowance.

Actually I really dont know who I can trust. Not my housemate. Not anyone. At times, Veron treat me very well. She really take care of me. But at times she can really be very mean towards me.

Will write everything after my exams

Hey hey... did anyone miss me? Ha ha... I have lots to write sia.. I had been real busy. Wah.. so glad that I am done with two exams. Now I am left with Psy 1B. The play studies is a hazard! Imagine siting on the normal chair you have in lecture to write? Not only you dont have enough space, you need to bend down and write. I have to do 4 questions within 90 minutes. Haiz... seriously i cant finish. Well... Let's see the results ba! Up next is Sporting mind. One question worth of 40 marks. I almost write the whole textbook in. I am so worried man. Let's kick off about the exam stuff.

Last sat was Veron's birthday. We went for a 2 hour KTV at KBox (we also have Kbox hor!), followed by a dinner at a Japanese restuarant and drinking at Soul. I never enjoy any part of it. Maybe I really have a long time not been to KTV. I dont know what songs to sing. The dinner was what I hate the most. Let me count: I only have 2 sushi, 2 slice of duck, 2 slice of beef, some salad and 1 slice of ice cream cake. You know how much it cost me? 40 Aus dollars. Haiz... I did went to the restuarant before. The last time was better. I even had dessert. This time, the food was not ordered by Veron. Ruby order all the stuff she enjoy. I bet most of us didnt enjoy the food. I guess only Ruby and Felina eat the most. Poor Me!

The clubbing session cost Jonan 300 bucks on the drinks. Luckily I dont need to pay. The entry was paid by Yen ( Kelly's boyfriend). Ruby and the rest were so engrossed with the dancing. They did not even accompany the Birthday Girl. Haiz... What a party.

P/S: Dont scold me for not studying. I did my revision before going for that. Hee hee...

Lastly, I am left with Psychology 1b 's revision. I went to the lecture and realise that I Had so much to catch up. Hey guys, I am going MIA ... Hence, Take care... I will be back in Singapore Soon... Haha... Cya