Hm... Been a long time since I last really sit down and write about the stuff that had happened to my friends, family and me.

Firstly, I want to say I really miss Guohui. Haha... He used to so close to me that we would always go Jurong point just to have dinner. I still remember that I would sit on his bike and he would cycle me home. Now, I dont even know what had happened to my dear friend. Well... heard from Shiwei, he found a job. I was so happy for him. I can understand that being a charming policeman is not a easy job. He really had too much responsibility. Hence, he was always so busy that he didnt send me off when I left for Adelaide, didnt come for my birthday celebration and didnt even notice that I was back in Singapore. He might be going back to study next year. Hence I wish him all the best.

Next, Rowena's birthday is coming. I can understand the kind of stress she is facing. Well.... I had been through it. Haha.. Ask me about that. It is very disappointing when the people you expected to come dont turn up. The excuses that they give is always " well... I am tired, busy and it is too far." The real reason is I dont know anyone there. It is werid for me to go. I am antisocial. It will be very boring. I am lazy.Most importantly, I dont wish to waste my time there. However, have you ever wonder that how disappointed the birthday girl would feel?

And the only reason for the Birthday girl or boy to invite you is you are a valued friend in her life. Do you think it is cheap to organise the whole party? I reckon you would spend at least 500 to 1k. The food, drinks and the chalet all cost money. Haiz... Go think about it ba...Just my 2 cents worth.

Currently, most of my friends are working. Being their listener, I strongly understand the stress they are facing. However, the most disappointing thing that I feel is work really drove people apart. No matter how close you are, they would not even take the trouble to go out anymore. Especially those who are attached( I dont refer to anyone in particular). Maybe I am just not used to the fact that we cant meet that often anymore. Or just because I am not attached, I have too much time to think how to keep my friendship. However, when I am not attached, it also does not mean I have all the time in the world to wait and organise all the events. I am tired of asking my poly friends out again. Hence, I didnt even tell anyone when I will be back in Singapore. Maybe when they start to wonder is QJ back? I think it would be time that I would tell them that I am back in Adelaide.

It is disappointing when your so called good friends only meet for birthday and festivals. Then we are like relatives. Haha... If that is what life is all about, I would chose to seek for my own piece of sky. I read a email saying," It is not disappointing to have no friends but the feeling of being forgotten. is."

Lastly, money is important. Life is more important. Have you ever wonder how long you can live? The good bye when you see your friend might be the last good bye. Cherish your present!