Big news... Big news...

My company was broken in last night. I should be happy. I was being paid for sitting around for 1.5 hours. Haha... However, I still need to work overtime. I stayed around till 7pm. I was being grilled for the past few days. I guess my earliest knock off day was on wednesday. I was not considered as early anyway. I brought my stuff back to work.

Oh ya... Main point. My company employed a security guard and 2 dogs to guard the place. The guard only discovered the broke in at around 6 am. Oh my god. The poor uncle would surely be sacked. Next was the police. They called the police at 6 plus. They only arrived at 9 plus. A difference of 3 hours. I am wondering what the police were doing. Mr Xu Guo hui, can you answer me? Some of the aunties were commenting that if there were a murder case, the person would be dead. But I believe the ambulance would arrived first.

The whole incident was so drama. The safe was badly damaged. The police blocked the whole place and were trying to find fingerprints. Haha... sounds so interesting... What a day, man!

The next story is a story of my darling mushroom.

Some unhappy thing happened to her last night. However, she chose to keep everything to herself. This made me more worried. Really wondering how is she coping. I wish to call her and check if she's ok. But I believe she is a strong girl. She will get over all the unhappy things.

Ms Yeo, I believe you will cheer up soon. If you cant take it anymore, just call anyone of us. We will be on 24 hours standby mode. Always there for you. Jia you. It is not healthy to keep all to yourself. If you want to cry, just cry. My shoulder is wide enough! :P

Where should I start? There's a old saying: " At home, you can rely on parents. At outside, you can rely on friends." However, I dont know as the time passed, friends became to be a pasttime. A hobby. A occasional thought!

How important are friends now? What makes us give up on our friendship that easily? If fate makes us meet in the midst of thousand and millions of people, why no one will cherish the friendship that you have?

I really dont wish to give up on all guys! However, there's always time where I am tired. Tired of holding on. If I am always the one who is holding on. If I am always the one who want to meet up. If I am always the one who do the extra mile. I give up.

After all this, I am sorry. It is time I will let go. Like anyone else, I have my own responsiblities and things that I need to complete. I know without me, all of you can live very well. Just remember that we were good pals before.

Regards
Jolene

Hm... On 2nd Jan, I joined my piggy gang to sizzler for Ty n Jing's birthday. Oh my god.. I had lots of complaints!! Imagine it's already 10pm and our organizer (Lian) still had not message us about the details of the gathering. Our dearest birthday girl ask her about it. She only mentioned that she was busy and had no time to plan. Hence, in order to avoid disappointment, I message everyone and plan the event. All I got from that gathering was a shortage of $30. Haiz.. Then since everyone had a long time never watch movies as a group, we decided to plan a movie session.

You know what? I swear not to organise all this again. Hence, the load was thrown to Yun. As I did not want to be left out during the gathering, I bought my priamy school friend (Daniel) along. Poor Daniel missed the few 5 minutes of the show due to a miscommunication, which was supposed to start at 1145pm. I was the first one to reach the place. Ty, James, Yun, Meepok and Ken reached at around 1140. As the rest of them did not tell us that they were at the cinema already, we waited for them. then We went to buy popcorn at level 3, not knowing that the popcorn were also availdable at level 4. When I saw Ling, Amanda, Lian, Jing and their boyfriends, I told them that the rest of them were buying popcorn at level. Haiz.... Ling called YUn and told her that she did not want to watch the movie. Haiz... The one who bought the tickets was Daniel!!

At times, I really think good friends will take things for granted! The reason is the same as relationship between lovers, parents and siblings. Time make people show less appreciation for their loved ones. When they started to lose them, everything is too late.

For my poly friends, I just want to say please cherish our friendship. Not always the one deserve to do everything.

I went out with Siying, Ron and Q. Q had to leave early for work. I really enjoy myself. Though I did not shop as planned, I had a great talk with them. I am very happy on the fact that Siying grow up. She matured alot. I believe none of us was able to hold a candle to her. I will make my final decision by the 20th Jan. I promise I will let all of you know. That's all! Need to go sleep. Working tommorrow but I had not receive my pay. Must call the company!!! Time to put PIG HEAD!

YiPpIe... It's 2006! I went back to my hometown(Brewerkz) for dinner... Never know that I am still as popular! I was like a superstar... took lots of photos.. Q had to pull me back to the seat! PooR Q!

Then I became the lightbulb between Wayne and Sy. We went to watch fireworks... It was beautiful. 10 minutes worth of them! By the way, I went to a matchmaking session by Mr Ding Junhe. I made 2 new friends- Mr Vincent and Mr Chicken Rice. Mr Chicken Rice was more funny.. Mr Vincent seem quite quiet.. Anyway, now is my Special time!

Important Events in my past year:
1) I end my 2nd relationship with my Kenneth and 3rd relationship with my Carter. (oh ya, dont know where is my Carter now! Dead? *Touchwood*)
2) I went to Adelaide to pursue my dreams of being a psychologist!
3) I celebrated my 21st Da Shou! Though the party was a bit off key, I did enjoy myself.
4) My Dad was sick
5) I send my wonderful friend, best pal, lovely ah Gong on his last journey.

Reflection:
2005 was a very important year to me. I learnt, fell, cried and laugh. It is full of joy, laughter, tears and pain. As I made a decision that would affect my current lifestyle, I gain and lost alot of things. I gain the life experience that I had been looking for and closer family ties. But I lost the money, friendship and my beloved Ah gong!

A lot of people told me that I am fortunate. I was able to send my Ah Gong off. I had a foolish thinking. Maybe if I was not in Singapore, my ah gong might not go. If I never told him that he was able to discharge on that day, he would not wake up that early and bath. He would not fall. Ah Gong, can you hear my blessings for you? Please send a dream to me! I really wish to see you again.

On friends. I am grateful that I really have wonderful friends. Friends who would encourage me whenever I faced any sad events (especially my secondary pals). They are the ones who never fail to lift up my spirits. Sadly, I think I had lose some of my precious friendship. My 7 angels. I am tired of organising all the events. I just feel it is not the lack of time that drove us apart. But the lack of love and contact drove us apart. I am sorry, girls. I am tired. I need to spend more time those who really cherish me!

Lastly, I wish my family good health and success in career. I hope my kor's hair will grow back! Haha... Cheers, pals!

Regards
Jolene