Ch 38: ... Expired Can food
When a can of friendship expired, will it be thrown away?
How many real friends do I have now? Distance not only separate me from my loved ones, it also cut me from a world I called my history for 21 years.
Is it sad that when you tried to show concern for someone you so called good friend, the conversation sound so much like strangers.
A:" Hihi"
B:"Hello."
A"Are you ok?"
A:"Morale low because of your exams?"
B"Ya."
A:" Take care."
B:"I will. You too."
A:"Thanks."
B:"Welcome."
Imagine my good friend saying welcome to me. It sounds so disappointing. I really should not ask about her. Maybe I will be better off. I devoted my life on the friendship. This is what I get. A thank you. A welcome.
Never once I feel this way. I feel that I am alone. Alone in Singapore. Other than my family, I have no one. I no longer belong there. It is very scary. Maybe I should stay in Australia after my studies. Not only I will get a higher pay, a car, a house and paying off my debts. Rather than going back, I need to adjust to a "new" environment.
I am a expired can food. Expired on 26 Feb 2005.