Wahaha.... on the 26th Jun I celebrated the end of my 3rd sem. I am overjoyed!

Can anyone see I am lying? Wahaha.... When I was doing my Development exam, I was cursing at Ah bu! Who the hell told me that ALL Psychology exams are MCQ? To be honest, none of my exams this sem are totally MCQ. Like what is being mentioned in AH bu's journal, we have Short Ans questions. Haha... They are real short for my development psychology. I really dont know what to write as there were just too many things that I need to write.

Not forgetting to mention about the Reseach Methods 1, this is my first time in the whole of my 18 years of education that I spend 3.5 hours and not able to finish my papers. Sob Sob... Why? Why? WHy is there so many things to write? Maybe I should do the "short" answers first. Never mind... Don't wish to waste my time thinking about it. I am actually thinking of going to Sydney. I am still discussing with my friend. I hope I can go. If not, I will start learning my Learner's.

Oh Ya... This entry is to remind all my beloved ones, including my most important man of my life. There's an Angel's birthday is coming (7th July~)! And the angel is ME! Wahaha...

Just in case, anyone is wondering who is my important man. He is my kor kor... My Favourite ATM. No ATM is as steady n long lasting as him! Cheers, mate!

Regards
Jolene

Hey hey, It's my 50th entry. I am abit bored from all the studying. The more I read about the skewness, Kurtosis, the Levene of varience and etc.. The more I hate it. Why cant they make the langauge of statistics more common? Haiz... I had not been going out for the past few weeks. I am a chair potato ( glued to my study chair). But the stupid weather made me wake up at only 12 pm almost everyday.

20th June 2006
My development exam was screwed up. Haiz... That's just too many things to write. I had 40 MCQ and 7 short Answers (worth a page long of short answer are not short lor!). I think my answers were around 3/4 page long. I didn't know what to write anyway. I just pray or beg that I didnt do too badly. By the way, it was a 3 hours paper. From 9am to Noon. The Wayville was so cold lor... Anyone remember watching those movies where the actors spoke with smoke coming out of their mouth? That was what happened to me. Haha... So interesting. I was playing with the air.. Haha...

11th June 2006
It was Joanne's birthday. Haha... We went to eat at Hot Pot. A little something that make my day. There was around 15 of us, consisting mainly people from Hosanna. Oh ya... as Kazu (singaporean and Jap mixed blood) seem pretty interested in our birthday girl. When Joanne was having her birthday cake ( actually it was a dounut with a big candle), we kept insisting that Kazu give her a birthday kiss. Haha... The candle was those you hav during blackout. Haha... SO we patiently waited for him to kiss her. Haha.... That was fun. On our way back home, we keep pushing them together. Finally they held hands. What a good matchmaking session!

I think I will spend the loneliest birthday I am going to have. As I will be working on that day, I dont think I would have much celebration. Maybe I might ask Michelle out for dinner. I already have a sponsorship for my birthday cake by Ms TY. But I must buy myself. Most of my friends are going back to their country. I should say that they are back in their home country since most of them finish their exam earlier than me. (Sob Sob) Never mind. I should feel happy for them as they can be with their family. I still have my four walls. HeeZ... Oh my I sound like a old lady... Stop it...

Oh ya I feel like watching Swan lake on ice. But I think the tickets would be very expensive. Haiz... I think it would be very nice. hmm...

Alright I will look forward for my Statistics Exam on Mon. I am really looking forward to that. I think I can do quite well since it is a open book exam. Although I hate it, I understand most of the stuff like one tail or two tail significance. Enough of my grumbling. I want to sleep now. Nitez.

Regards
Jolene

If the aim of studying this course is to be able to help others, how about the life of your own?

Maybe like what Q always say, " Yao zhi Ai!". You must learn to love yourself before you love others. Today's tutorial was horrible. It supposed to be our last tutorial. Adam even prepared chocolates for us. This morning one of my classmate took his own life. I was lost for words. Adam's eyes was all red. I could see that he had been crying. He is a very good tutor. Haiz... Why cant people handle stress? I thought we handed up all our assignments. I was so relieved. But now I realised that somebody are still struggling...

There were tears in that classroom. Do anyone realised how much you affect others when you took your own life? My dear friends, please think positively. There is nothing that cant be solved. Life is not just about black and white, a yes and no. There's grey areas. Problems sure can be solved. I dont know what I am talking about anymore. I am just sad. If anyone of you are stressed, please call me, ok? Just want to say you all means a millions to me in my life. Must take care.

Regards
Jolene :*(

Today marks the departure of Yuya. I hate departures. Especially when I know the chances of seeing them again is slim. I miss Yuya!

He is someone who is so passionate about his work, life and eveything. When you see him, he is always full of zeal.. He is a pastor from Hosanna Heights. He chose to come Adelaide to learn English and how to work as a pastor. He wish to educate the people from Japan about life after death so that they will not be lost and hopeless. I admired his character. Not only because he is determined to go after his dreams. Also because he is always so concerned about everyone from Hosanna. I just remember telling him I had a test on a Monday during breakfast. I ask him to pray for him. And he really did. Even after I move out, he would still show his concern for me through msn. Once I was a bit down, not sure what to do, he corrected my mistakes and even bring me a book. He would always pay attention to every little details in your life. I mean how can he do it? There's like 60 over students in Hosanna and hundreds of other people in his church.

Last night was his farewell party. I went. Huiqi did a video of his life for the past 2 years. It was amazing. Most of us nearly cried. He was nearly in tears, choking at every word that he said. Initally he planned to stay here for only 1 year. Then he extend to 1.5 and finally 2 years. Oh ya, all of us went to Pancake house. The whole restuarant was full packed with us. The bill? Paid by Uncle David (Owner of Hosanna). I reckon the full bill might be around 1.2k.

I wanted to send him off but I had to work. This picture showed his flight. He is blessed. Heaven also gave him a gift. Farewell Yuya. Like what you said, may we meet some time, some where, in Japan, in Australia or in Heaven. God Bless.