Today just sucked! Actually it started off with a bit of a bomb with my "aunty" coming, I cancelled my swimming with Michelle and Heidi. Then I went over to Michelle's place to have dinner. We had pasta, grilled fish, baked potatos and wine. A very "ang mo" dinner! Then we chat about all kinds of stuff and watch DVDs. I stay till around 11 plus before heading home.

When I reached home, my bomb was waiting for me! It was so irriating! To be exact, it started a few days ago. My housemate just sucked! I think it was Monday. She was telling me not to boil so much water if I cant finish them. But my mummy always boil 1 kettle of water and left it there for me to fill my water bottle. Moreover it is such a waste of electricity if you just boil the water for a cup (like what she did). It is more irriating when you come home and there's no water to drink.

Today, she ask me not to use heater. I mean I can understand it is a bit wasteful of electricity. However, I dont really on it for long hours. I dont really on it even when Iam studying. I just on just before I sleep. It is to warm my bed. She can use the washing machine for just a few pieces of clothings when I will normally wait till the full load. If we really want to say anything, guys let's judge who is using more electricity?

And you know what? She dont close the door or flush the toilet when she use the toilet. If she were to stay with Derrick, I am sure she will be dead! It is so irriating!

Today just sucked!

Hey ger... I guess everyone been thinking about the hoildays trip right? Although I am a full time student cum part time worker cum full time tourist, I have been thinking about the possible places of our trip. Why not we go PULAU UBIN??? Any suggestions? It will also be consider as Overseas trip, right? Over the sea is overseas le! Wahaha.... Moreover I think the place is beautiful... Beautiful wildlife, sunset, beaches and food.... (I will try to post the pics up when I am free) We can stay there over the weekends. Then all those who are working need not take any leaves. Wahaha... We already have our full time photographers (Dino n Bryant~)

I am so excited about it... We can stay at the MCC resort. There's lots of facilities there. We can also fulfil our canoe (Kaya?) dream! Is it a great idea? I think the rest of the introduction will leave it to Q... She's a regular...

Everyone must reply me huh? Ciaoz~

This is how my learner's permit look like. The test consist of 2 parts. Part A is the give way questions. I must get all the questions correct before I continue to part B. For Part B, it comprised of 42 questions where only 10 wrong answers are allowed. I only got 5 wrong answers. It was much better than my practice.

I am a happy soul now. Hopefully I can start my driving next week. I will need at least 50 hours of driving experience. It means after my driving lessons that consist of 16 hours, I would need another 34 hours before I get my P plate.

Wish me all the best, ok? *Fingers crossed* I promise I will be a good girl and a good driver.

I got back my results. Feeling a bit useless. Just let me whine abit ba. I promise I will be fine after that.

Maybe I am just not a cut for studying. I mean no matter how hard I tried, I never seems to get what I hope. A apple. I am really very disappotinted, especially for Research Methods 1. I know people can just say," Oh, you have done your best. It's over. There's nothing else you can do anymore. Work harder for the next semster." But you never know how many nights I stay up to work for my assignments, to study for exams and how much I stay at home to study. Maybe I am not suitable for the course. I really feel like giving up. I had tried for long enough.

I just hate myself at times. Why I am not clever enough? Why my working memory cant contain more stuff? Really wandering if my brain is made of tofu instead of brain cells...

Haiz.... But no matter what, I will finish what I had started. At least I pass all. I never fail any subjects till now. Cheer up.

Regards
Jolene :(

Today is my da shou. Wahaha... It is nothing very special. I just went for a dinner with my college mates. But most of them were away. Nevertheless I did enjoy myself.

My presents~

I received a surfshorts and T-shirt from TY n Ah ling by post. It was really very sweet. Next on the list was a pair of earrings and necklace from Krystal, Joanne, Christine and Butter. The most funny present I received was from Chiuyu (Superfish). It is a pair of purple chopsticks look alike aka tongs or clothes peg look alike. He thought that I dont know how to use chopsticks. Super funny... He is a very nice guy, always bullied by me. Now I have my personal chopsticks.

My wishes~
From friendster, I saw something which is real sweet. From Q, happy birthday. You will receive your present when you come back with our presents. What a good friend I have. She never consider the fact that her poor friend is still a poor student. Haiz.... Poor me. I was quite surprised that Richard still remember my bday. Hmm... that's nice too.... then have wishes from Ah ling, Junhe, Michelle and Peiling. Ty also called me early in the morning. Huiya also remember my birthday. so funny. But I still dont have the time to meet up with her yet.

Lastly, I am sick today. What a nice present from God. I am running a slight fever and cough. It feel so great when you are in the cold. You can feel the heat moving out of your body. Heat transfer. At least for the first time I dont really feel cold. It was around 8 to 7 degrees. But dont ask me to see the doctor. I will never see the doctors here. My friend went to see the doctors when she was having fever of 38 degrees. The lovely doctors said to her," Dont worry. You will be fine. The cough and fever will go away by itself." Cool, right?

What a way to spend my birthday.

Regards
Jolene

Hm.... Where should I start?

Just received the news that Amanda's Dad was hospitalised. I hope he will have a speedy recovery. Although I knew about Amanda's plans to Shanghai like ages ago, my tears still flow upon hearing that she would be leaving for Shanghai next week. Why? It is because I know not long from now she will be leaving for Shanghai for a really long time. I should feel happy for her. But all the memories just flashed back . She had always been a very lovely friend to me. She is always so supportive of whatever decision I made. My piggy gang will be smaller and smaller. Wahaha... All is just part and parcel of life. Everyday you would meet new people and lose some of them. Nevertheless, life still goes on.

A zaza Fighting~

Lulu.... must be careful on your trip... Dont fall into the sea~

Ling n Yun... All the best for your exams, assignments and work... Work hard.

Regards
Jolene

Wahaha... Now I seriously believe why people like winter. You can really sleep. I used to shout at Lulu for sleeping till 4pm and such. But now I am wrong. I slept till nearly 2pm. Itis 1.48pm. Oh my god! I must be really very tired. I think since May, I never really have a good night sleep. At times, my tensions got me so up tight that I would wake up in the middle of the night. Or I would be lying in my bed till morning. But anyway, it is all over. Right now, I would go party party... including sleeping. Wahaha...

Since I woke up late, I cancelled my swimming with Michelle (btw, there's heated pools in Australia). I badly need to get myself back in shape after all the late night tibits and weeks of no movement. Then I was playing with friendster. I was reading all the testi. Do you know what? I realised something common. One comment was common among all despite the fact that I had different groups of friends.



the word is 38, talkactive and Noisy~


Oh my... I really give that kind of impression. Maybe that's in the past. At least that's what I hope. But how many friends do I still go out with? I think of the 140 plus friends I had. I only go out with 30? Haha... Now you really have to admit that life is a train with passenagers in and out of your life. When you start to contact your old mates, they would be real suprised.

Oh ya.... I received a very sweet suprise from TY and Ah ling yesterday. They actually mail me their presents for me. I was really very touched. Especially from Ah ling. LIfe got the head of us. We had some misunderstanding during last year. I mean I was really disappointed in her. I know she is a very loyal friend. But suddenly she seemed so cold towards everyone. That really widened our distance. I really thought I would lose a friend. I wrote her a email after I got back here. Her reply made me realised communication is a two way thing. For all my life, I always think what is best for them. I never wanted to trouble anyone, including my relatives. that is why I keep quiet about most of my things. Trust me my whole family is like that. Maybe I was taught this way. I never ask them if that is what they wanted.

Just want to say I am sorry. But I am still learning.