Wahaha... Now I seriously believe why people like winter. You can really sleep. I used to shout at Lulu for sleeping till 4pm and such. But now I am wrong. I slept till nearly 2pm. Itis 1.48pm. Oh my god! I must be really very tired. I think since May, I never really have a good night sleep. At times, my tensions got me so up tight that I would wake up in the middle of the night. Or I would be lying in my bed till morning. But anyway, it is all over. Right now, I would go party party... including sleeping. Wahaha...
Since I woke up late, I cancelled my swimming with Michelle (btw, there's heated pools in Australia). I badly need to get myself back in shape after all the late night tibits and weeks of no movement. Then I was playing with friendster. I was reading all the testi. Do you know what? I realised something common. One comment was common among all despite the fact that I had different groups of friends.
the word is 38, talkactive and Noisy~
Oh my... I really give that kind of impression. Maybe that's in the past. At least that's what I hope. But how many friends do I still go out with? I think of the 140 plus friends I had. I only go out with 30? Haha... Now you really have to admit that life is a train with passenagers in and out of your life. When you start to contact your old mates, they would be real suprised.
Oh ya.... I received a very sweet suprise from TY and Ah ling yesterday. They actually mail me their presents for me. I was really very touched. Especially from Ah ling. LIfe got the head of us. We had some misunderstanding during last year. I mean I was really disappointed in her. I know she is a very loyal friend. But suddenly she seemed so cold towards everyone. That really widened our distance. I really thought I would lose a friend. I wrote her a email after I got back here. Her reply made me realised communication is a two way thing. For all my life, I always think what is best for them. I never wanted to trouble anyone, including my relatives. that is why I keep quiet about most of my things. Trust me my whole family is like that. Maybe I was taught this way. I never ask them if that is what they wanted.
Just want to say I am sorry. But I am still learning.