Oh my God... Damn it.

I dont even have the slightest clue that today was Deepvali and 24/10 was Hari Raya. I am a Aussies Pig now. Sob sob...

I was camping in my room too much. I think there's a need to see the sunshine rays. During Poly days, Ali ( my class rap) used to invite me to his place for gathering. His mom make really nice chicken wings. Of coz, all the other food I cant really take them because of chilli, the most hated food in my life. I really miss catching up with them, especially when Dianah was engaged now. I want to attend her wedding too. I know that it is a bit lame ba. She is my first friend whom is getting married. Moreover I love weddings. Hee hee... Although I believe it will be those downstairs kind of wedding dinner, I am still looking forward to it. I think it would be most likely held during Dec next year, which means I am able to attend it. HeeZ....

Anyway, I just to say that I am outdated about Singapore stuff... I am indeed Tourist!

Happy Deepvali n Hari Raya,k? Enjoy the food!

Cheers
Jolene

Seeing all your peers joining the work force one by one is never a easy job, especially if you are me. I am still a poor student. The desire of wanting the best for my family once again blurred my vision. I am blind now. My goals seems veri distant. Am I any closer toward my goals? Or I am still at the same spot?

My purpose of writing this is to constantly remind myself my initial dream. Whenever I get lost again, I hope all my friends will give me a tight slap, slap me back to my path. ( But please dont slap too hard or scold too much. I am fragile ) I want to be a clinical psychologist. Nothing more or less.

Having alot of regrets now. I hope that I had save more money or I should study locally. Then I will have more money for my postgraduate studies. However, it is not the time to whine about all this. I am now back on my tracks. One step by a time. Do what I can do now this.

I still have 2 more reports to be finish by this weekend. Work harder, damn ass!

I think the weather in Singapore must be real bad. The breaking up waves had hit my friends. Oh my god... Ty and James broke off. XY n her boyfriend are going through the platform.

Reasons:

Ty had found a new love. She was tired of the past relationship. Hence, James put an end to it. Nevertheless, he is as usual the same grumpy and sad. He is still waiting for Ty. But she started a new relationship with someone from her workplace, I guess. That guy brings her to work everyday. A stable career and a car.

Xy? She feel that her boyfriend do not have any motivation in life. He is still rotting at home, playing games. But Kenneth (same batch as him) had already found a job. He refused to send out any resume or make the least effort to find a job. Hence, Xy is tired of helping him.

I think the reality is more important than dreaming of a prefect relationship. All the flowers, gifts and romance need something called the M factor. Bread is still more important than romance. I believe most of my girlfriends dont mind working. However, the motivation in life is really important. Having the M factor always make couple quarrel less. At least you have less 1 thing to quarrel about.

For those who are still deeply in love, pray that he can be your wholemeal bread as well.

Oh my... I am really a lazy bum! I never realised that I didnt blog for like almost a month? Wakkie wakkie~ I am back from my Mel trip. I took almost 500 pictures within the 5 days. I deleted alot of those useless ones away.

Mel Trip
The first day was to the Naracoorte caves. It was so interesting. I was like a little miner! Crawling into the caves, up and down. It was really interesting and a bit scary. I cant even see my hands in the pitch dark caves when all our torches were off. I also did a bit of wine tasting , Aussies Bbq and Handorf (german village) I really want to go caving again although it left me with blue and black patches all over my legs. It was then I realised that climbing was really interesting! But I would like to wear proper shoes next time.


The second day was to the grampians. Oh my oh my... It was so irriating! All because of the bush fires in January. I didnt go to alot of the places in the grampians. And again I climb! I feel like a climber? The scenery was magnificent, especially when you are at the top of the cliffs. However, the wind was so strong. I was so worried that I would be blown away by the winds. Along the way, I saw so many Koalas, Kangaroo and birds in the wildlife park. How I wish that I can carry them. Well... Being able to see all of them in their natural environment is also a joy. The winds were really strong. Once, I saw a poor Koala holding on to the tree with her baby. So poor thing~ SOb SOb

The third day was the Great ocean road. It was something that I was really looking forward to. The weather was really ruining everything. It rained the whole morning. We didnt managed to see alot of things. But guess what? The moment I saw the '12 little stones' ( There's only 8 left at the moment. So girls, if you guys want to see, better go faster.), the first person I remember was ................... Ms Chin (our geography teacher). Yes. That bitch! Wahahaha.... Although I "hated" her, I wanted to tell her that I also went to the great ocean road! I saw the 12 little stones! *evil grin* All along the coastal area, I saw waves. Real strong waves~ something that Singapore will never have.

Then the rest was the shopping in Mel city. I did meet up with Paul (the driver from BrewerkZ). I really never realised that he was that crappy. Oh my.. I went to Hard Rock cafe in Mel !Wahaha... Anyway, my main purpose of being here was about a research done by Adelaide Uni. As there was reports stating that the fertility of south australians was dropping, they did a research on the population. They realised that the quality of the sperms in men was bad, as well as the sperm count. There was one part mentioning that there was a lady who was unable to get pregnant. It was not that there's something wrong with the sperm count or the quality of the sperms of her husband. However, when she changed a sex partner, she got pregnant. It was the DNA of the sperms of her husband. The DNA had some substance that rejected her eggs. Hence, she was unable to have kids with this husband. Interesting, right?

I am wondering if the same thing happen to you. Which one would you chose? The man of your love or kids? *Thinking...*

(will post the rest of the pictures another day.)

Regards
Jolene