Seeing all your peers joining the work force one by one is never a easy job, especially if you are me. I am still a poor student. The desire of wanting the best for my family once again blurred my vision. I am blind now. My goals seems veri distant. Am I any closer toward my goals? Or I am still at the same spot?

My purpose of writing this is to constantly remind myself my initial dream. Whenever I get lost again, I hope all my friends will give me a tight slap, slap me back to my path. ( But please dont slap too hard or scold too much. I am fragile ) I want to be a clinical psychologist. Nothing more or less.

Having alot of regrets now. I hope that I had save more money or I should study locally. Then I will have more money for my postgraduate studies. However, it is not the time to whine about all this. I am now back on my tracks. One step by a time. Do what I can do now this.

I still have 2 more reports to be finish by this weekend. Work harder, damn ass!