It's my first blog since i stepped into the fields of Singapore. Christmas is coming! Yeah~ I love the gift exchange part. The carols singing part. The lightings part. But I had always prefer a white christmas.

On tuesday, I went for my Christmas dinner with my wacky family. I really had a great time. All those gossiping, laughing, "soOoOouring" and the gifts exchange. Although some of them forget to bring the gifts, it was still great. I always love the company of those girls. Lately I also caught with my other side of my secondary school pals (the guys). Still a lot of fun although the dartboard was always targeted at lulu and me.

Laughter is the medicine for most illness. It help me to forget the unhappiness with my family, poly friends and school. At last for the few moments, I am able to laugh wholeheartedly.

After laughters, soon it will be departures. Q is going to Melboune. I remembered that she told me that I should feel happy or proud of her. Well.. I am. At last, it's only for a year. I am used to people sending me off. But I know 2007 will be hard for me. Very soon, I will be hit by decision makings. There's never any decision that is easy to make. As I grow older, the responsiblities on my shoulders became heavier. Then the decisions will be even harder to make. The weighting scale will never be balanced. One of my favourite manga stated that equal trade do not exist in this world. At times, no matter how hard you try, you might not even achieve what you hope for. But I also believe that without any contributions, there will never be a reward.

As I was watching "The hoildays" with Q, something came to my mind. I love the part where the old man was recieving a award for his contributions to the moive industry. He was great. The wisdom shown in his speech and his actions inspired lots. I hope that I can be like him.