Thursday, May 31, 2007 ▪ 5/31/2007 12:03:00 PM
Ch 85: My last study period, dude!
I am finally done with all my assignments. I really feel so different, as compared to poly days. I do have a lot of mixed feelings and uncertainity. Although I am planning for my holiday with Q to Tas and preparing for my studies, I am feel abit lost.
Reality and dreams are miles apart. You may love to study something. But money is also a factor. Talking about passion and drive. Alot of people resorted to money as the main drive in their work.
Remember we are not dutifully reporting to work daily just because of the money. We do have a purpose for the work we do as we can make a difference in other people's lives.
Everytime when I see TY getting closer to her dream, I feel so happy for her. She went to Syndey for her in flight training last sat. All my poly friends had completed their last exams for their studies. It is my turn too. My future is still unknown to me as I am not sure where should I stay. I really missed Singapore. But I believe things will work out well for me. After exams, I will be a jobless dude! Haha... Anyway, now I will be preparing for my last dash across my finishing line. Hence, I am going on MIA mission. My last exam is 25th Jun 2007. Pray for me guys.
Saturday, May 19, 2007 ▪ 5/19/2007 12:17:00 PM
Ch 84: Random Thoughts
人是否应该一直望前看?
These years dramatically changed our lives, our beliefs and our thinking. Every one of us matured and grew in our own ways. Since I am the youngest in my family, it is always nice to be cuddled and protected. Being away from my family and friends, I learn to stand on my own. I learnt to have my own voice. Although I am still a distance from my ideal, I am still proud of myself. With my graduation in Aug, it embarks the beginning of my career. I am thankful for the beautiful memories that my friends had given. I am thankful the patience you all once showed me in torturing my nonsense. What I wish to say today is my friends are like wine. The longer I keep them in my heart, the better it will be in value in the future. My new fav song was 老婆 by S.H.E. Like what the song says, friends, sisters is no longer able to describe our friendship. No one know me more than you guys.
从昨天到今天还有明天
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边
爱的心痛的心等待的心
因为你们的拥抱 我很放心
当初见面的不安彼此的探索
也许有些茫然迷惑
朝夕相处才发
现这世界中没有人比你们更懂我
朋友 姐妹 都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容
老婆 老婆 我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久
I was so happy for sumitting the assignment. I think Q must be petty impressed by my writting skills ( much better than in Secondary days). Or I should say I wrote too many terms. I am now left with 1 last assignment, my last assignment for this 2.5 years. After which, I will begin my revision for all my subjects. I will not lose to Q!
Sunday, May 13, 2007 ▪ 5/13/2007 04:28:00 PM
Ch 83: Happy Mummy's Day
Do I look like my mom?I miss my mummy~ I am feeling so lonely.. She was not at home when I call back..Human relationship is most complicated. When you always have the chance to see or interact with the person, you will never know the special one means so much to you. Whenever I am back in Singapore, I am always out with my friends. Sometimes, I would even feel that I cant stand my mom's nagging, scolding and whining. However, whenever I am away from home, I miss my family so much. I kept reminding myself that I must cherish my time with my family but it never seems to work. I will still get pissed off by the small little things. I guess it proves absence make the heart grow fonder. I love you, mom. Thanks for being such a supportive mom to me and my brother. I know you work so hard just hoping that your children will not need to suffer as much as you do. I assure you that I will work hard to provide a better living for you and dad. Mom, i know you always wish that your siblings will be very united. I promise you that Bro and I would stay as close as possible. Thanks for having me as your daughter for 23 years. Thanks for giving birth to me. You are a great mom! I hope we can be your greatest achievement in life. Happy Mother's day
Sunday, May 06, 2007 ▪ 5/06/2007 07:31:00 PM
Ch 82: Cheery Friendship
Certain things had happened and I had chosen to face whatever that comes with a smile.
I read my darling's blog and realised that she is facing certain issues too. Although we cant help her much, just wan to let her know that she is being loved by us. She may sound like a little girl at times (with all those disney thingy, precious memories and her irriating never dying doggie) but she is just staying true to herself. She may be small in size ( and i really mean small and short) but she is bigger in her heart and soul. She is devoted to her work, her family, her prince and of coz us! At times, she might dump us for her prince. Well... who dont? I just wanted to let her know that she still have us.In life, you dont need alot of friends. You just need a few true ones.
Looking back at the friendship that had bonded us for so many years, I am blessed with the love of my wacky family. All in all, this ten years of friendship had nurtured all of us to be close in heart and soul. We know each other (like ah bu's cooking is unbearable), we tortured each other (My crazy behaviour at times), we love each other (Muackz, Muackz, Muackz). Q and I always have the wonderful dream of sharing the old folk's flat together when we grow old. I hope our friendship will last till the end.
Wait for me to go back! We will celebrate our ten years together. Loads of wines, food, hug and kisses..
Do I look like my mom?