I have to admit that I am fully absorbed into my own world for the past few years. Being away from my comfort zone, I spend a lot of time reflecting about my self, my current lifestyle and my aims for the future. Through the experiences, I had changed my perspectives of a lot of things.

However, I also missed out the details of my huggies' life. Like a mum missing out the development of her own child. Ever since I am back, I had been catching up with some friends whom I had not been seeing for ages. A nice little chat with the oldies and reminiscing about the past often makes me feel old. Suddenly to my realization, all my friends are growing up too. Having a earlier entry into the working world, they have a different point of view on things. I enjoyed listening. Just listening to the wonderful stories and encounters in their lives. Some of them are stepping into another phrase of life. A life revolving around 2 people, receiving the arrival of their love child. Some of them decided on the pursuit of knowledge or monetary possessions.

I am old. Older compared to the past. As one grow older, one have more fears, more worries and more wrinkles. I want to fight my fears, my worries and the stupid wrinkles.

“At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it’s not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.”

—-Meredith. Grey’s Anatomy

Yesterday I was watching Shout 3 (channel U, I think) and the topic was about blogging. It was abit frustrating to watch as the guests (Steven Lim and Xia Xue) were commenting about each other's way of maintaining their popular blog. It start off my brains running. What's the real purpose of blogging? For me, it still remains as a place for me to record my life and keeping up with the lives of my huggies. Especially during the days that were spentema in the mountains. Since my life is not as exciting as others, I am losing the passion of keeping this blog updated. The changing of blog skins always allow me to use my poor programming skills in use. Writing blog also allows me to practise my writing skills. Did my command of Engish improve? Wahaha... By the way, how's my new skin? Nice? Hee hee...

Oh my oh my... I went to watch the Ratty show with Ah bu, "Ah lian" and Ron. And guess what? I was the one who suggested West Mall! Being a Jurong-westian, I hate Bukit batok! Anyway, out of point. Back to the movie. It was a production by Pixar (Disney) or in other words, cartoon. The cinema was packed with familes and kids. Fortuately, there was no babies' cries. The movies was about a RAT who loves to cook or have the gift to cook.Through the movie, I learnt that one should not look down on others.

It's been ages since I last blog. It is due to several reasons. Firstly, I did not have Internet assess at my Adelaide home. It did help me to concentrate on my studies. Secondly, it is due to my boring lifestyle I am leading. Thirdly, it is due to my plain laziness. Ha ha...

Well... Now I think I should do a small update on myself. I still cant believe that I am back to Singapore for good. No more hideout for me whenever I need a break from home. After 2.5 years away from home, I finally completed my degree. Maybe I am greedy. After completing this, I realised that there's so much more things that I need to learn. Like assessment, SPSS and etc. I guess I might head back to studies after working for a few years. I am really interested in the Masters programme that is being offered by my Uni. There are several modules, such as hypnosis, that arouse my interest. At times, I never really believe that my broken English can actually enable me to finish my degree. However, at this present state, there are more things in my life that I wish to know about or learn. For example, diving! Moreover, the most important thing in my life now is to find a job! Learning from job is also very important ( $____$).

I went to Gold coast for a short holiday with my mom after my graduation. It was raining heavily with wind speed of 100 km/hr during that period. I kept telling my mom that she was bringing the rain. If you are not a adventurer. the theme parks may not sound tempting. I promised to return to Queensland again. This time, I will be equipped with my diving licence.

I shall updated till here first. I need to get dress up. I am going to the Comex (IT fair) later.

Regards
Jolene