I had survived my full week of training! However, I was also down with cold by the mid-week. It was not a least helpful when I still have to conduct my usual practise with L and V. Both of them have serious behavioural issues. Hence, taking care of them require more energy. We were also being greeted by the Letter of appointment on friday. It really set me thinking if this is what I really wish to do. Although it is a good learning opportunity, the repititive job nature is challenging my limits. I never preform well under pressure.
At times, I was thinking that I should keep my expectations low. I want a simple life too. Being a regular 9 to 5 office lady doing something that dont need much brain cells might be a good thing too. Miss To! Where's your preservation or determination? I need motivation!
This morning, I had Sunday blues. I woke up, thinking that I should go for work today. Oh gosh~ And it is only my 2nd week. The worst is yet to come! Tomorrow will mark week 3 day 1. It will be a tough week ahead. Jia You~
Well... my friends are flooding me with red bombs. Although I should feel real happy for them, I feel the slightest loneliness in my soul, plus a hole in my wallet. These days, I actually dont know who I should date during weekends. I want more single friends!